Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I have to pray to God because I know that lust can blind

Yeah, the man I fell in love with hurt me.... I can't even begin to describe the pain.

The good news is that it hurts less than yesterday.  I feel sort of empty and devoid of emotion other than love for my Mom, God, Michael and family.  I also still miss Michael with a fierce pain.

I'm going to go up to Steamboat Springs for a few days.  My aunt Trish and Uncle Tim have invited me to stay with them up there.  It will be good for me.  Get me away from Shawn and anything that reminds me of him and also so I can relax and take a breather.

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